The great sahara won't teach you about 

the

fire blazes,

but instead

it whisper through your ear

The disappear sinking atlantis won't teach you about

the

water carcass,

but instead

it show how to swim while drowning

The amaze mainland won't teach you about

the 

ground scenery,

but instead

it teach how to stand still on the feet.

the great mind won't teach you about

how you feel,

but instead

it guided.

the great skin won't teach you about

how you react,

but instead

it teached.

Short long story

nafas ku kembali norma

Sorry thought

When you really like someone and notice that they are losing interest in you it really sucks. Like guys don't have it easy because everyone expects that men are strong and don't upset but really the most painful thing is knowing that eventually you'll have to let your favourite person go.

And it's not even because you don't like them it's more because you begin to realize that your previously joy filled conversations are dull and probably annoying to them.

I HAVE FEELINGS

Its much harder for a guy to find a person that they enjoy because naturally we're just not open about feelings to someone but when we find that person they mean so so much the world to me and really you're all I think about.

But you can never know that.

If you do then you'll realize that you're not actually as fun as they thought and then you start thinking that I am obsessive and cligy and eventually you will stop responding after a few texts and get mad at me for being upset about it.

Then  after a few days or month of silent pain we just stop talking and it's all over.

Girls. If you know that there's a guy who's "crazy" about you then give him a chance to speak up. He just want to take a good care of you. Feels your love and many more because you're so much mean to him. The guy who's "crazy" or terlampau "fanatik" sangat will be the one who loves you what's on the inside.

For you.

When a guy compliment with a girl, it always has some meaning behind it.

In a shopping mall : he wants in your sweater.

At the restaurant : He's trying to start a conversation that hopefully ends with him in your sweater.

On the internet : Depends on the anonymity.

Which is means he's probably creeping, but you can't tell for sure.

University : He's need to know where you are, with who, and everything what you are doing right now.

The only thing a men could ask from his girl is to take care of herself when he's not around. Because he is so much worried about you and love you so much.But if in any of those situations said guy is your boyfriend of any amount of time, it changes all of them to the same thing.

Guy is your boyfriend : He means every part of that compliment with all of this heart. He wants you to know that what you mean to him is so much greater than any of the other girls he comes into contact with, that he compliments you with things he knows, when his hearts feels, that are true.

Girl : If you take compliments from the first group of guys and not your boyfriends, it really demoralizes your boyfriend, he's already upset because he KNOWS WHAT THE OTHER GUYS IS DOING and the fact that you are happy about it makes it that much worse. There is a little thing in a relationship called "respect" that goes along with something called "love".

First : It shows that you as he girlfriend don't respect your boyfriend's love for you

And 

Second : it makes it seem like you don't love him like you say you do.

I do to know why some girls feel the need to do this, but it really breaks down the guys who are loving and caring for you. It goes along with the  " I want a 'nice guy'" fallancy. If you want a 'nice guy' all the way up to the point where the nice guy starts talking to you. What happen then ? well 9/10 times the nice guy gets shut out, allowing the "nice guy" to touch you, come in and take what he wants and dump you on the curb. The "nice guy" will treat you like a slut, whore and you will be betrayed. I've seen it many times personally. And it really makes the nice guy think that he can't have a girlfriend because they all shut him out. 

What I'm trying to say that if you have something that is guaranteed to love you for the rest of forever, don't screw it up by pretty much flirting with every guy who can form a coherent sentence that makes you feel good. Because at the end of it, you (girl) will be screwed up for the rest of your life.

Inner

He's being to protective because he loves you.

Rasa

Andai aku punya kuasa sakti.
aku mahu sihirkan kamu
tentang dirimu yang terlalu sempurna
untuk diriku.
Seperti hidup sang puteri
hidup selama lamanya bersama
puteranya.
Rasa bahagia.
ya, selama lamanya bersama.

Sedih

Hidupku pernuh dengan
 kesedihan .
haha tapi
aku masih mampu
tersenyum.

Kerna aku percaya
senyum dapat
hilangkan segala
kesedihan
itu .

Haha

Aku masih mampu
senyum.

Tak tahu

Sungguh aku tak tipu ,
selama ni aku hanya bermain dalam
dunia sendiri.

Terapung keseorangan.
Berenang dan hampir lemas.
Semua berseorangan.

Baru ku sedar selama ini aku
salah
tersalah memilih jalan.

Dan selama ini aku hampir sesat.

dari titik trauma
dan di belenggu hitamnya
jahilliyah.
dari kain yang putih
sekarang semua penuh dengan
titik titik
hitam.

Malah aku rasa
hidupku ini penuh dengan dosa.
Dosa yang mana
aku tak dapat
hilangkan dari dunia yang
nyata ini.

Munkin,
ini masa untuk aku
ubah
ubah pada segala gala
nya.
Munkin.

Sudah bersarang rupanya ruangan ini.

Sedih .

Dan selamat tahun 2014

semua.

Sayang . Sudah 1 bulan

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Makna nya sudah sebulan.
Tapi , saya berharap
bukan setakat  31 hari sahaja
kerana
saya mahukan selama lamanya .
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